Life is a roller coaster

First post in a little while =D How is everyone doing! Just finished 2 outta 5 exams and just wanted to take some time to just write out my feelings. One of my exams today was done in a computer lab. First time doing that and honestly, biggest fail of my life. I'm not good working on computers hahah. Never again. I didn't even realize that the part in multiple choice should have been typed as well. big fail on my part -_-. Hopefully it won't cause any fuss later on. 3 more exams left and i'll be finally done 4th year. I honestly can't wait but the fear of not doing well has really got me going. This term has been a total disaster. Literally. Who knew school would be soo so sooooo stressful. Hell I might as well gone to laurier or something and made myself 10000x happier. Life sucks right now and i'm so nervous about the outcome that i will be getting. Just because so much is at stake this term with masters and all. Never thought I would have to worry about making the averageo f 75% to be honest. Not saying I am super smart or anything. But you know how if you usually put in effort, you can do well? I really don't think it's applicable in this case. I wanna be confident and I wanna do well. I really really do. Just that it sounds so hard right now and whenever I say that I just feel so fake because really, I've lost hope. I want to do well. I want too. But who can save me? Who can gurantee that I will be able to get off this roller coaster safely? Is there any gurantee in life? So there we have it, the longest post i've written in a while. I just wanna go all out and write to my heart's content. Hell, If i could do that everyday, I think I would be much happier. =D Right right? =DD Thanks for reading loves!

Midterms, Life Update me please

4th year in uni has been total hell. Busy as Fack and never get time to breathe. Just got back my midterms and seems like i'm failing bad already. DOn't know what to know or where I'm gonna end up. I can only hope for the best. I'm sorry that everytime I post on my blog, it always seeems to be complaning about my life. Just can't help it and I think writing it out helps so much more. It's juust so hard to get through these days I'm soo sad. I've never felt this sad before and Now i am devastated to get my next midterm back tomorrow. The tears just keep coming down... there is no way out. I don't know what to do anymore. Someone, anyone please help me