Life is a roller coaster

First post in a little while =D How is everyone doing! Just finished 2 outta 5 exams and just wanted to take some time to just write out my feelings. One of my exams today was done in a computer lab. First time doing that and honestly, biggest fail of my life. I'm not good working on computers hahah. Never again. I didn't even realize that the part in multiple choice should have been typed as well. big fail on my part -_-. Hopefully it won't cause any fuss later on. 3 more exams left and i'll be finally done 4th year. I honestly can't wait but the fear of not doing well has really got me going. This term has been a total disaster. Literally. Who knew school would be soo so sooooo stressful. Hell I might as well gone to laurier or something and made myself 10000x happier. Life sucks right now and i'm so nervous about the outcome that i will be getting. Just because so much is at stake this term with masters and all. Never thought I would have to worry about making the averageo f 75% to be honest. Not saying I am super smart or anything. But you know how if you usually put in effort, you can do well? I really don't think it's applicable in this case. I wanna be confident and I wanna do well. I really really do. Just that it sounds so hard right now and whenever I say that I just feel so fake because really, I've lost hope. I want to do well. I want too. But who can save me? Who can gurantee that I will be able to get off this roller coaster safely? Is there any gurantee in life? So there we have it, the longest post i've written in a while. I just wanna go all out and write to my heart's content. Hell, If i could do that everyday, I think I would be much happier. =D Right right? =DD Thanks for reading loves!